It started with hearing a recording of the fifth Brandenburg concerto as a teenager at boarding school: the harpsichord blew me away. There was a teacher, a Catholic priest, who had a collection of Bach cantatas on LPs, but declined to play them to us ‘peasants’ because we would not appreciate them… yet we stood enraptured outside his window when he played the cello suites on his cello. I should add that I have never learned to play an instrument, and was banned from singing at school as my voice broke very early, so my understanding of music is pretty limited, even now in my late sixties.
As a student I was a full-on hippy, heavily into all sorts of rock music and other strange stuff. But, one day on a market stall I found a very old LP of two cantatas – BWV 104, and BWV 80, by the Amsterdam Bach Society under Andre Vandernoot. And I was hooked, and treasured first this LP, then tape recordings of it, and I was thrilled recently to be able to download a CD-quality version… this began my slow and deliberate exploration of firstly the cantatas, and then much more of Bach’s music.
I hatched a vague plan to go to the then-DDR in 1985 for the 300th anniversary of Bach’s birth. Of course this never happened; travel into the Eastern bloc wasn’t that easy. But I was living in London at the time, and there was a monthly service of Bach Vespers at the Lutheran church of St Ann and St Agnes, a beautiful Wren church in the City, and I often went and enjoyed cantatas in what approximated to their original setting.
Fast-forward thirty years, during which I acquired a complete cantata set (Helmuth Rilling) and then a complete version of all Bach’s works on a USB-stick (!) and developed my knowledge, understanding and love of Bach’s music, the cantatas especially. Here I was aided by Melvin Unger’s invaluable companion, and Alfred Durr’s book, about a quarter of which I think I understand. After I retired, I finally organised my Bach tour in 2014, driving from Yorkshire to Leipzig first, visiting the usual sites and attending a couple of marvellous Thomanerchor weekend concerts (with cantatas!) in the Thomaskirche and the Nikolaikirche, then for a week’s stay in Arnstadt, which was an excellent base for visiting many other places associated with the composer’s life. My only regret was not being able to go inside the church at Dornheim, as the caretakers of the building were away at the time.
I have never ceased being astonished by Bach’s genius – the mesmerising keyboard or cello and violin works, but most of all the cantatas. Although the libretto texts can be sometimes saccharine and sometimes toe-curlingly pietist, voices and music together are sublime and have always taken me onto a more spiritual plane (for want of a better word) where I feel in the presence of something other-worldly. It has been a lifetime’s education and a lifetime’s joy and I hope it will continue for a good while longer…